in this post, i just wanted to discuss some thoughts i have about the Leo full moon tomorrow night.
i have written up a thread all about what this lunation is bringing into all of our lives, astrologically. but, in this post, i wanted to take it to a more personal level.
for me, this full moon is a really important one: recently, i’ve been really seriously thinking about transitioning, and have discussed all of my gender issues with my psychiatrist. we’re trying to work through them together so i can finally understand myself and i hope that this transit can help with that. since this particular moon is all about self-love, taking the spotlight and illuminating our innermost wants no matter how scary they seem, i think it can bring good enlightenment into my life.
the thought of transitioning is very (!!!) scary to me, and i do think my gender dysphoria has been growing more significant recently, as i said in my thread about how our troubles may have been growing along with the waxing moon. but, despite my fear, i think i can see that this is something i’ve always wanted since being a small child, so i’m really working on trying to understand exactly what it is i want and just simply accepting this fact, rather than running from it. i think, in general, this full moon can be a significant time for those of us who aren’t cisgender or who otherwise don’t “fit” within society, as it is providing us with the lion-like strength we need to face our challenges head-on and find affirmation and love on the other side. it’s all about love: finding self-love, love from our family, and support from our friendships. i think this full moon for many could be illuminating the friendships that are no longer serving and showing who truly supports our journeys.
the square with the lunar nodes is especially interesting as i do often feel like the trans experience pulls you in two directions, similar to how this transit is making us feel. i think that often we are trying to bridge a gap between living authentically and simultaneously pleasing society and our family/friends. but, during this full moon, i want us to throw away that rule book ! we need to live exactly as we please: life is too short to dilute our identity and hide from our truth.
this lunation is exciting. i hope it will bring me progress on my path and self-love. i hope it can do the same for you. goodluck.
♡ Admin Sparkle
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